Solstice on the Mount Shasta

Up close and personal.....taken from Panther Meadows

The Summer Solstice was a magical day coming as it did on the heels of much clearing. I had spent the weekend at an event with 13 wise women. We had co-created a beautiful tapestry of light that was infilled with the new energies. During the weekend, I experienced a dark night of clearing in my tent that was very intense. My head felt like it was being drilled with a jackhammer, waves of nausea rolled through as my emotional body went through a wringer. I emerged rather fragile the next morning, grateful to have come out the other side. The core separation from Source was up for healing, that sense of abandonment and exile from the Creator. A pain so huge that it threatened to overwhelm me. The following day, in a flood of tears it was released into a burst of laughter as I knew that it had all been an illusion. I was never separate nor alone. I am one with the Creator and all of life. Oh, the joy and relief of this knowing!

The well of the Mother on the mountain, we drank deep of this holy water.

The mountain called a friend and I to it on this special solstice day. We hiked into Sand Flats where I took a nap at the meadow with the mountain blazing its light down on us. We then made our way up to Panther Meadows where Saint Germain is said to hang out. We hiked across the snow fields to the womb of the mountain, the spring where the water originates. The Native Americans of the area call it the Mother and honor it in ceremony.

Panther Meadow magic!

We took out our crystals, cards, drawing materials and snacks and had a beautiful few hours communing with the crystalline energies that surrounded us. It was magical, snow and sun and the sound of the water burbling in the well and the snow melting in tiny rivelets of water. The air was vibrating with all the energies pouring in from the sun. I felt like a battery being charged by solar light. As the day was winding down, we hiked out and drove up as far as the road allowed on the mountain. There was a large gathering of folks, all glad to be on the mountain for this special day. I met a wonderful woman, another of the Mary’s. She actually carries the Monad of the Marys. In our sharing, we discovered that we had worked together two weeks before during the Venus transit. She was called to fast and pray for 7 days to hold the energy for what was taking place at Stewart Hot Springs. She did not know what it was, only that it was of great import and her light was needed. I cried when I heard this as she was holding the energies for Joseph and I as we anchored the new energies of love on that day. Oh, how mysterious is this universe of ours! How wonderfully interconnected we all are.

How grateful I am for each one who listens to his/her inner promptings and follows the direction given. She had been traveling and offering her services to the light for eight years, traveling in her van with her cat. It was such a delight to meet and share our hearts’ love. It was also such a validation for me of the work that Joseph and I did. Praise God! She gave me a photo that she had taken that day of the sun. There was a heart revealed with a flame coming out of it! I had been that flame and knew its heat.

On the way down the mountain, we stopped to watch the sun set. It was such a blessed day. We were so gifted with new energies of love and openness. I felt sated to my very core. I was so very grateful to crawl into my tent that night!

Solstice sunset

Flowing the Energy South to Shasta

Mount Rainier glowing in the evening light.

June is here with all of its glory for us. It was time for me to leave and take the energy I had brought to Mount Rainier from Mount Shasta and flow it back south. The two mountains were glad of the communication as was I. I am so grateful for the feeling of community that I experienced during my time. This is being carried with me as our pods are getting ready to gather. We had to become mature enough, leaving behind our personality selves in order for the living together to work on the level we desire it. The releasing continues as the leaving brought up some old patterns in me that were difficult to experience as I watched them flow through me. What I am learning is that the energy shows me truth and I can trust it. When something shifts, I must follow it. The movement is quick these days and there is little time to ponder. When I feel it take a turn, I am to let go and move with it. This is the time of flow!

Maxie with her chucks in place so she doesn't roll into the sea.

The eclipse energies came through on the first to cleanse my body in preparation. Base of neck and shoulder activated, body aches and headaches, nausea. I could only lie down and allow them to play out. I pointed out to my team that I needed to be driving the next day so this was their day so make the most of it while I was able to be still. They did! I awoke clear and ready for the day. (thank you team!) About an hour into the drive, I decided to take an exit to the capital, Olympia. I had a peek at the capitol building, I so love domes! I stopped in the visitor’s center and asked about the drive around the peninsula. The young man assured me that it was worth the extra time. For some reason, I decided to take the journey, envisioning in my mind, Hwy 1 in California, with its  dramatic views of the Pacific Ocean. I laugh at what my mind will tell me to get me to agree to some pretty outlandish stuff. The drive added about  three hours to my trip, did I need that?? For the most part I found myself staring at trees on both sides of the highway despite the line on the map that led me to believe that the road was right on the coast. I love trees but not hemming me in. I found myself saying ho’oponopono for miles on end. OK, I see that there was a higher plan as I have often done this, flowing rivers of forgiveness along the Pacific coastline. This particular piece needed this done, it seems. So after some frustration,  I surrendered and took in the beauty of it all.

I love the feeling of orange and pink together!

This morning I find myself just a couple of hours north of Mount Shasta. There is an excitement about these next few days. I do intend to be transformed by the energy of the eclipse and the Venus transit. There is tons written about this time and for me it means that I have access to so much more of myself. I am laying down all former beliefs about who I am and opening to the highest aspects of myself that can anchor into this body. I am ready to embrace my Venusian self of love and beauty. Venus is all about love!

I had a wonderful meeting with a soul sister and her Black Madonna while I was in the north. She was gifted the Madonna many years ago when she was in Spain. It was carved in the 1500’s, and she is an amazing being. The statue holds the energy of all aspects of the divine feminine. In my communion with her, I was shown information about Book of Love that was written by Mary Magdalene and Yeshua. It was hidden for centuries due to the church’s program of keeping people enslaved to the patriarchy and their own coffers. The history is not my forte, but what is important to me is that the Magdalene’s are on the planet now. The women who hold the Christ consciousness and the Book of Love’s teachings are all around the world. I saw that my heart contains this book. It was encoded within me as well as many others. I could feel that this was done for safekeeping. The codes would be accessed when the time was right. This Venus transit is the key that unlocks the codes. We are ready to return to the truth of love. We are open to knowing a love that transcends the boundaries of the conditional love that we have lived. We want deep communion with one another’s hearts as well as with our Mother Earth and all her creatures and kingdoms. Oh, how blessed is this time!

Now to walk as that love in the world. Oh, that my presence can emanate the Magdalene’s love. That our hearts can be the chalice for a love so pure that it can change the world. Yes, this love is coming to change our world. Hold to your visions of the world that you wish to see created during this next few days. Turn from the noise of the outer illusion, and sink into the beauty and wonder of a world of peace, harmony, abundance for all. A world where each person knows their own beauty and sings it out to the cosmos!

This post gives some good advice for this week:

I will write again after the transit on the 5th/6th. I am attending an event where we will be in ceremony for the next three days as we move through this sacred portal. I will be with my friend, Chief Golden Light Eagle and his clan and all others who were called. Remember, we are all in our right place to experience these energies. Gift yourself with inward, quiet time as the heavens align to lift the veils and bring in more of our starry natures. Intend and allow yourself to be transformed. Bask in the wonder of it. I love you all.


In the Stillness

Dreamy misty landscape that I drove through as I carried the eclipse energy up north.

Since the solar eclipse, I have been enveloped in a misty dream that I am floating through. I was somehow transported out of my normal (ok, I do not live a normal life, I know!) movement into something more aligned with the air element. Perhaps it is the ethers that have captured me. I saw that I was to drive north with the energies of  the solar eclipse on an out breath and then drive back down for the second eclipse at Mount Shasta on the in breath. I saw this two week window as a sacred passageway. It felt different than the seeding work that I have done for the past three years. I was now laying down tracks of liquid lovelight that were penertrating deep into the earth’s core. From there, they could be radiated out through the land.

I drove north through one of the most intense rainstorms I had ever experienced. It was difficult to see and it seemed strange to be flying down the highway at great speed, wipers madly beating back and forth, trusting that my dear Maxie (my car) would keep me safely on the road. It seemed a metaphor for this time between eclipses and the Venus transit. We are blindly moving down the road of our lives, not able to see much ahead, yet trusting that we are moving towards our destination.

The view out of the huge window of my motel room somewhere in Washington state. So peaceful to lie in bed and watch the rain dance on the water.

My destination is the new earth. I am ready to live in the land of my dreams and for the first time, all the signs seem to be aligning with my heart’s murmerings that whisper, we are here. I feel deep rolling waves in our mother. It has made me a bit unsteady on my feet at times as I feel the rocking and rolling. It seems that this two week window is activating inner earthquakes while there is a stillness present on the surface. This is taking place in all of us. Do you feel the waves as old belief structures come tumbling down? We are being given a choice, do we surf these waves and move with our mother or do we resist the upheaval and cling to what was. You cannot do both. It is truly time to ride the waves of emotions and situations and allow all to flow through you. I am feeling more grounded into the stillness each day even as I feel the rumblings under my feet.

Sweet fragrant wild roses greeted me at the ferry landing. I tucked this one in the end of my braid. Perfect placement to enjoy its fragrance.

We do not need to create a story about what is taking place nor hold onto the feelings that are erupting. Simply witness the movement and be grateful. Our mother is granting us ease and grace in this shift of the ages. We do not have to experience cataclysm and hardship. We can move into our hearts and allow them to open wide. We can let the pain and fear release now rather than waiting for an outer event to trigger it. We are so loved by our dear mother as well as all our starry family, that we are granted this time of internal upheaval in order to let go the shackles of our pedestrian lives. We are moving into our heart’s desires, into a time of joy and wonder that we have hardly dare dream of. Yet, this is the time to dream and dream big!

Watching the weather brewing at the ferry landing.

As I go into my heart and gently expand its perimeters, I feel how vast I truly am. We are such amazing beings of light and we are the ones to create this new world of delight. I am breathing deep into my core knowing that takes me deep into my mother’s core as well. The oneness is becoming palpable. Oh, how that makes my heart sing!

There is something about the cellular changes that are taking place, that require water! I drove through wall of rain, slept with a view of pond, took a ferry across the water, napped with water lapping near my feet, danced in the raindrops, drank gallons of Mount Shasta water that I fetched from the headwaters, and am now resting on this small island surrounded by water. My cells are rejoicing! The month of June has appeared watery to me for some time now. I have three events calling to me yet nothing has clarified as yet. I cannot see through the mist. I am curious as to what all this water means.

I love following paths into the wood!

For now, I continue in my dreamy state, feeling such appreciation for the flowers, the foliage in its many hues of green, the friendships and hearts aligned with mine. The tears come as I feel this peace pierce my heart and hold me in its stillness. I feel the waves crashing in hearts across the lands and I pray that all will see that it is in the shattering that we are set free. For as our hearts feel the waves of pain we have kept hidden for so

A tiny fairy bouquet that i made today. It brought me such joy!

long, and they shatter like glass, the shards fly far and wide. I was amazed to discover that was what I had been desiring all along. To be able to open my heart beyond any measure I thought possible. To follow those shards across the sky and know them all as me. I had feared that I would not know how to exist once all my pain was fully felt. What I discovered was how to truly live as love in the world. How to see all through the eyes of love. How to melt all back to love that comes to me. Sink deep into this stillness and feel your heart beating with mine. We are in this together. We are touching, heart to heart. We are bringing this love into the world. I am so grateful for your courage and mine, to open to the wonders of this love and birth a new world.


Feeling our Father’s Love Raining Down

My mother's day card from my eldest son. Our tradition has been no gifts except a handmade card, the biggest gift of all. I am feeling like this tree today, grounded in the lotus of our mother and touching into the love of our father.

I awoke this morning from a dream where I was being bathed in liquid lovelight from our father. This is the gift being given during the upcoming solar eclipse on Sunday. I will be in Mount Shasta, one of the prime viewing spots to receive its download of light. It is there for all of us, simply intend to open and receive his blessings and love. The sun’s gifts are masculine and the moon gifts us with her feminine energies. In a couple of weeks, we will have a lunar eclipse to balance ourselves before the June 6th Venus transit. Venus is the planet of love.  I drove home from the movies last night…my second solo movie adventure within a few days……singing to the Venus love star. She is one of my home planets. My family are Venusians, here to bring in beauty and love. In another aspect of my dream, I was gathering folks from different rooms to speak to them about their concerns. As I went to a last room, a woman came out of the central meeting place and said, “You knew the truth of this before the rest of us yet I could not hear it.” I laughed and said, “Good for me and good for us that all are hearing it now.” The it was the truth that all is love. All. Every bit of everything is about love. That is the truth that sets us free.

A pair of white pigeons has been flying about the yard. This feather floated down to me as i sat and watched their dance. A blessing.

Today is my last day here with my former hubby for a time. We sat and had our morning cuppa together and spoke of the gift this time offered and how we took it. Our higher selves are rejoicing in the love that was born anew during this time together. Our minds would not have planned for this yet our hearts led us to this time. The Venus transit is bringing past loves and wounds to light so that they can be made whole, returned to the love that is their truth. We are so blessed and so loved. I am awed when I see in each moment how I am cared for. All shadows can come out from hiding if we offer them the warmth of our love. I am seeing that happen more and more. Folks having almost tourettes’ type moments of strange utterances spouting from their mouths, totally out of context of the conversation. Yet I see that it as the shadow, peeking out to see how it will be received. By holding a space of love, the person’s shadow can feel a sense of safety and come into the light to be transformed. We can do this for ourselves and one another. What a gift!

Beautiful dragonfly gifting me with its transforming presence. All of nature is speaking to us as they work to remind us who we are.

Movies, I rarely go to theatres as the sounds and visuals are too overwhelming for me. I went to the old classic theatre in town that shows movies abit out of the mainstream. Last night I saw The Best Exotic Marigold Hotel. It was delightful with wonderful British actors/actresses and the glorious visual colors of India. A group of British retirees moves to Iindia to live out their lives in a place where elders are honored and pounds have more buying power. Each of the members of the group have transformative experiences, choosing to allow the new to enliven them or for one member, rejecting the experience to return to the familiarity and comfort of the old. It so exemplfies the space we are now in. Our familiar way of life is leaving and we are being gifted with the opportunity for unparrelled growth. We are here at the shift of the ages. We asked for this privilege, and yes, it is indeed a privilege to be on the earth now more than ever. Millions lined up and only 7.5 million of us were chosen. We were chosen because we were masters. We are the strongest of the strong. Yes, everyone here on the earth is a living master. Think of this when you look into the eyes of a homeless person, watch a politician spinning lies, feel the sharp words of another. All are here to offer their gifts, all are trying to remember who they are. We came in knowing the power of love and vowing to not forget it this lifetime, as we had in so many others. We came to be transformers, to open hearts, to care for the earth, to bring all back to oneness. We each came bearing our gift and the only requirement is to become that gift and offer it to the world. I am called to be the best and brightest LInda Marie that I can in each moment. To play large in the field of life. To be a heart that can transform all that comes to me, back to its reality as love. And only love.

The swift moving river on my walk the other day. Stirs my blood!

The other movie that I saw was Salmon Fishing in the Yemen. I cried for over half the movie, it was so beautiful. There is a wonderful love story and once again the transformative personal experience of someone leaving their staid life and reaching for greater happiness and joy. The water scenes and desert landscape scenes undid me. I sobbed at their beauty, It was only yesterday that the reason for my response became clear. Archangel Michael had told me about three years ago, (through my friend, Celia Finn before I knew that I could channel him myself or that he was an aspect of myself!) that when I understood the lessons of the desert and the ocean, I would be able to do something wonderful. In the past years as I drove all about the USA and crossed the southwest deserts many times, I always felt that I was spreading seeds that would one day bloom. I would hear, “You will rebloom the desert.” Maxie (my lightworker partner of a car) and I would faithfully lay down our seeds in trust and love. I would imagine the flowers flowing out behind me in their many hues. The sheikh in the story shared my vision as he wished to bring water to his desert land. He held a vision of it in bloom. I fell in love with his eyes, the way he carried himself and his philosophy of life. This film spoke to me that the time of miracles is at hand, that deserts will rebloom, that my sheikh is on his way as in my dreams he is asking me if that physical form was pleasing to me. Oh yes!

This bird sat above my sons and I and gifted us with his gift of melodious song. Lovely!

We will remember this time as one of magic and miracles. In the film, it seems that all is destroyed in the end after years of hard work. Yet, the true gifts arise and the characters are able to grasp them and rejoice in them. There may be some chaos as the new makes itself known but you and I know to go deep into our heart spaces and hold to the beauty and light found there. All will be well if we believe it so. We are creating the world we wish to live in. Stay in your heart and shine your heartlight so bright!