It is the end of November and so much has wrapped up. We have been gifted with energies that are lighting up every strand of our past, this lifetime and every other one. Our cells are opening to release all trauma, suffering, and pain that we have stored in the hopes of never feeling again. It may feel awful yet in that word is the truth….full of awe. I am full of awe for how no strand is forgotten, nothing is missed. Our greater self so loves us, so cherishes our hearts, that all is rising to be released.
All around me, I am witnessing folks in pain. So many who were healthy and strong, now slowed by their bodies to a standstill. It is humbling for many as they had previously been able to do anything with their bodies. To make things happen by their will. It is surrender time. We are asked to surrender our will to that of our divinity. Not my will, but thine be done. That has been my mantra for decades as I came in on the blue ray of God’s will. I work with Archangel Michael and El Morya on anchoring this flame. I recall years ago when I realized that my powerful will that could find me moving a potted tree three times my weight, across the yard by myself, or caring for three babies in three years with little help, or getting up at 5 a.m. to work long hours and then home to handle a houseful of teenagers and their needs, only to collapse in bed at midnight. There then came the knowing that I was to learn to be and that my willpower was no longer available in the old way. I could no longer push myself, pull life force energy from a future time….that access was denied. There was fear present as I wondered how I was to navigate life without my will present.
No one told me that once I surrendered fully, there was an opening to something brand new. It felt peaceful, enveloping, nourishing. I allowed my expanded self to run the show, I handed over the reins of control and opened myself as a vessel for my own love light to flow. My life was forever changed. The guessing is gone, the trust is there in all that I do. I can lean on the Creator’s will, I can breathe in the love from my own self. I know that I am cherished and cared for in each moment. I do not have to force anything. I allow my energies to move me. Actions that I take, are in joy rather than a response to hardship. As something bubbles up, I follow its lead. This is now here for all. It may feel different and even strange yet you will soon get used to it and relax into it.
The collective consciousness on the planet has reached this point. We can no longer live life under this harshness. The old ways no longer satisfy. We feel one another’s pain and it is unbearable. There is so much suffering. We are ready to try something different. Our world is being shook up and the foundation of the old is crumbling around us. We have been waiting for this. Every lifetime we have lived has brought us to this moment. Now is our time to shine our love light. It is not time to point the finger at anyone or anything in judgment. We are being asked if we are ready. Are we mature enough, sovereign in our own fields that we take full responsibility for our lives? We are creator beings and the love light streaming in is laying a new firmament, a new playing field for us to create upon.
I have had cascades of love light streaming in through my crown chakra for the past few weeks. I knew that I was one of many, filling the grids around the planet with this light for all to access. We have been preparing the earth to support this next leap in evolution. 2016 adds up to a 9, the number of completion. Yet it is much more than the end of a nine year cycle, it is the end of multitudes of experiences. 2017 adds up to a 1…..new beginnings. December, the last month of the year is upon us. Everything that remains weighting us down, is now enlivened, seeking release. We are asked to love all shadow aspects of ourselves. Indeed America has been shown its shadow through the elections and our opportunity is to own it within ourselves and love it all free. Before I even knew the results of that election, when I awoke the next morning I felt a lightness in the field. Everything is arriving to facilitate the letting go of the old systems to allow the rising of the new heart centered way.
These threads will return to see if there remains any charge to a situation or person. I recently received news that my mother was in hospice and she died a few days later. The news came from a sister, lost to me almost three decades ago in the turmoil of my being disowned by my parents for speaking the family’s truth. I had long ago made my peace with my parents, last seeing my mother at my father’s funeral where she had played a last venomous note. I had done the work to move into a greater understanding and knowing of the love they held for me, by being willing to play a dark role in my life. So as this information came in of my mother’s passing, I felt neutral. There was no connection, no charge around the word, mother. I even said to this sister, “I am sorry that you lost your mother.” As she had been with her all of these years and was feeling the loss. I had lost my mother a lifetime ago so it felt surreal to hear of it in the present. I was grateful for the information so as to be able to offer my love light to assist her soul on its journey. A completion that I had not even had an awareness of. Yet, these threads return to be dissolved so that there is nothing but love within us as we step into the new land of 2017. I am grateful to all of those who have held discordant notes and much suffering in their beings, who have taken that energy with them in their passing. It leaves a lighter field for us to play in. I bless them for their service.
As these energies in this closing month of the year, remember to breathe, to feel them fully, and then let them go. Trust that all is well despite what your body is experiencing or your heart. This is the dark night for much of humanity and we will get through this. I have been blessed to experience the new energies flowing in as I am one called to open the passageway. I can tell you that the new field is so brilliant and pristine in its offering that you will be amazed! A life beyond our wildest dreams is at hand. We can hold hands with one another through this time and emerge victorious. That may look like simply making it through the day. Please know, that is a huge accomplishment! Do not give in to despair or throwing your energy outward at another. This is a time to seek the comfort of the love light within your own heart and ask it to warm and heal your being.
I hold you all in such high regard for being on this planet at this time. I am so grateful that we are here. We are the warriors of the heart and our heart light will prevail. I love us all.